Sabtu, 31 Maret 2012

One Heart

Jum’at, 30 Maret 2012

Hari ini terakhir UTS, udah punya planning buat ngegaul sama Amel. Dan gue kesiangan buat ngampus. Gue kira masuknya jam setengah 9, ternyata jam 8. Alhasil gue gak bawa notebook, gak pake wedges, dan gak bawa duit sepeser pun. UTS terakhir itu pengantar manajemen dan untungnya dosen yang ngawas selow. Selesai UTS niatnya mau langsung capcus tapi dapet info dari ketua kelas kalo harus ngumpulin aplikasi komputer abis shalat jum’at, sumpah itu dadakan banget. Anak-anak pada bingung mau ngerjain apa gak, mau ngumpulin abis shalat jum’at apa hari senin aja sekalian. Alhasil kita memutuskan buat ke kostannya Irfan buat ngerjain. Udah ngerjain tapi keburu frustated karena gak bisa udah mentok, jadinya berujung ngocopas dari Cevy kita tinggal ganti-ganti transaksinya aja. Dan itu semua jadinya dikumpulnya hari senin zzzzz

Baru selesai pas udah sore. Gue sama Amel jadi bingung mau pergi kemana. Akhirnya kita memutuskan buat ke surabi hot Arundina. Tapi kita ke rumah gue dulu buat ngambil uang, ganti pake wedges, dan bawa notebook. Terus kita berangkatnya pake motor Amel aja deh.
Pas di jalan gue papasan sama babi dan dia lagi boncengin cewe. Yaps gue tau itu siapa. Hmm, nyesek sih tapi mau gimana lagi. Niatnya mau refreshing tapi malah kaya gitu kan yaaa. Aaaa bete bete bete.Di surabi gue numpang download sama webcaman haha

Selesai makan surabi, kita kan turun tuh soalnya kita makannya diatas. Eh ada mantannya si Amel sama cewe juga eaaaaaa. Matanya udah berkaca-kaca tapi masih sempet buat say “hey”. Terus buru-buru buat bayar dan cepet-cepet buat keluar juga. Dan berujung males pulang. Aaaaa damn! Gak tau kemana yang pasti gue dibawa ngebut sama Amel dan stop di tukang jagung bakar. Pelampiasan belom kepengen pulang, padahal perut mah masih begah.

Kita langsung pulang dan gue bisa ngendaliin diri supaya gak mikirin yang tadi. Tapi apa yang terjadi? Gue harus ngeliat babi sama cewenya di depan gang. Oh shit meeeeeeeeennn. Njir nyesek lagi jleb! Hari ini dua kali aja hhhh

Jujur gue kangen, pake banget malah. Pengen banget buat ketemu. Tapi kenapa caranya mesti kaya gini sih? :”. Mau teriak sekenceng-kencengnya sama pengen nangis sejadi-jadinya tapi sayangnya gak bisa soalnya ini semua masih kependem masih ketahan.

Tau gak? Gue sama Amel itu emang lagi sama-sama kangen sama mantan pengen banget ketemu. Tapi disaat gue sama Amel bareng-bareng, kita mengalami kejadian yang sama di hari yang sama. “see our ex with the girl”. It’s feel so hurt!

Nyampe dirumah dengerin lagu-lagu yang galau itu emang bener-bener deh yah, jleb gak ketolongan. Amel di bbm sama Ugi dan sekitar jam 11 malem babi sms gue. Tuh kan senasib lagi.

Allahu Akbar! Kuat kok kuat J tapi boong. Tapi gak boleh ditunjukkin kalo lemah. Tapi semua orang udah tau kalo gue itu teplek. Bodo amatan deh ah.

One heart with Amel <3

Minggu, 25 Maret 2012

Kita Itu Sodara

Sabtu, 24 Maret 2012

Pagi-pagi udah nganterin mamah ke rumah nenek yang di cicadas padahal niatnya cuma nganterin sampe alternatif cibubur tapi diabilang nanggung. Masalahnya gue cuma pake celana pendek hohoho
Planning hari ini itu buat belajar bareng di rumahnya Akmal. Niatnya jam 10 berangkat tapi berujung ngaret gue baru berangkat sekitar jam setengah 11an. Nungguin Amel di depan SD 011 Cibubur. Dan ternyata kita pake jaketnya samaan -_-"

Panasnya ngepol men, perjalanan menuju Citra Grand ituuuuu hhhhh. Udah nyampe ternyata belom ada siapa-siapa, gue sama Amel jadi orang pertama yang dateng. Langsung ke atas terus disuguhi gorengan dan big cola. Berujung pindah ke kamarnya Akmal. Yah ini mah tanda-tanda gak belajar dikarenakan ada kasur, kipas, tv, oke bersantai-santai ria haha. Nungguin Gilang lama banget gak dateng-dateng. Pas dia udah dateng, kita disuruh makan siang. Nasibnya dia enak yaa baru dateng disuruh makan haha. Ada Gilang bukannya jadi belajar malah semakin menjadi.

Berawal dari Amel kentut sampe akhirnya gue, Akmal, sama Gilang ikut kentut. Akhirnya kita malah main kentut-kentutan. Jadi menurut gue bukan nguap aja yang nular tapi kentut juga bisa nyamber kemana-mana. Dan betenya setiap gue kentut gue langsung di bully sama mereka semua. Gue dikelitikin sampe lemes gak berdaya dengan alaesan gue kecil jadi gapapa di gituin. Ngeselin deh emang mereka. Kita udah tau loh lobiannya Akmal siapa? haha. Pas hpnya tergeletak dibuka-buka sama Amel. Imbasnya bbm gue sama babi dibacain bete banget sumpah. Kalo bacanya didalem hati sih gapapa masalahnya ini diomongin yaa. Jadi bahan cengan kan guenya, sedih deh sedih.
Dan akhirnya gue ngerasa seneng karena Amel juga kena diisengin mereka. Dia dikunciin di luar atas rumahnya Akmal sampe mukanya mau nangis
Pas udah sore dikasih makan lagi sama si tante hahaha. Kayanya ke rumahnya Akmal cuma buat numpang makan doang. Dan mantannya Amel bbm gue dan dia ngarep supaya di bbm juga akakakak :D
Malem minggu  ngumpul sama mereka itu seru. Tapi berujung pada galau hhhhh. Dan penyakitnya Amel kumat -_-. Ngakak sengakak-ngakaknya kalo ngeliat Amel kaya gitu hahaha
Sekitar jam setengah 10 malem kita pulang.
Thank you for this day guys :)

Sabtu, 24 Maret 2012

Only You

Yaa pada dasarnya emang cuma elo. Elo dan bukan yang lain.
Hmm mungkin kita sebut aja dia MF (mungkin semua orang udah tau ini inisial nama siapa).
Banyak cerita tentang lo di kehidupan gue. Selama ini lo berpikiran kalo gue selalu ngepublish atau nyeritain ke orang-orang tentang kejelekan lo doang. Tapi semua itu salah besar. Jujur loh yaa gue juga suka ngebanggain lo kok :). Makanya jangan suka suudzon dulu sama gue eheeee.

Sering banget lo nanya ke gue "Kenapa sih sayang sama orang kaya gue?" dan pertanyaan ini lo tanyain lagi pas kita otpan 22 Maret 2012.
It's so simple, you can make me feel comfortable. Itu yang gue rasain. Gue bisa nyaman deket sama lo. Bisa ketawa lepas tapi kadang lo bercandanya suka keterlaluan. Tapi gue tetep ngerasa seneng. Walaupun lo sering jahat, gue gak peduli. Gue udah terbiasa dengan adanya elo dikehidupan gue. Lo yang selalu ada buat gue. Jadi disaat lo udah gak ada itu rasanya ada sesuatu yang kurang dan hilang dari dalam diri gue. I'm weak without you, I'm like a lost spirit.

Terserah orang mau ngomong apa. Terserah lo mau bilang gue munafik atau apalah tapi gue emang tipe orang yang bisa dibilang susah buat sayang atau nerima orang lain di kehidupan gue. Buktinya sampe sekarang gue masih stuck sama lo. Kadang masih ngarep juga kapan kita bisa bareng-bareng lagi. Tapi apa daya? Gue cuma bisa kangen doang setiap ngeliat foto-foto, ngedengerin voice note, ngebaca-bacain hasil capturean. Aaaaaaaa you make me crazy!

I miss you so bad :"(

Berujung di Babi

Move on itu susah loh, gak segampang yang diomongin.
Move on itu gak bisa dipaksain.
Gue udah nyoba kok buat move on tapi kenyataannya NOL BESAR!!!
Dan UUB (Ujung-Ujungnya Babi).
Yaa mau gimana lagi ? :_(

Jumat, 23 Maret 2012

Play Again

Hmm, akhir-akhir ini lagu yang di denger itu-itu mulu. Hmm, mungkin belom bosen aja kali. Atau mungkin menyesuaikan sama perasaan atau masalah hati haha. Dan biasanya berujung galau :"

Adele - Don't You Remember


When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
Cause I often think about where I went wrong,
And the more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

I gave you the space so you could breathe,
And I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,


When will I see you again?

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

[Chorus: x2]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Secondhand Serenade - Why


The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.



The Sript - The Man Who Can't be Moved


Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am? "

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

[Chorus:]
'Cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move


Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over


My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense
In playing games, when you've done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life I'd led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.
Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart.
Don't tell me that we will never be together.
We could be over
And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you. It's not over.

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close, Don't Go

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty?
Have I ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to,
Sweep you off of your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl,
I took for granted what you do,
But I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright.
Don't you see?
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight.

Adele - Someone Like You


I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Satu Dua Tiga. . .Serbuuuuuuu

Gak tau harus ngasih judul postingannya itu apa, yang pasti makna dari judul ini adalah ancang-ancang disetiap kita mau beraksi. Ini merupakan mainan baru di kelas. Sebenernya ini mainan yang gak penting. Mainannya itu nyoret-nyoretin muka orang, entah itu pake make-up ataupun spidol papan tulis. Dan muka kita bisa berubah menjadi seperti ini:
Nuy

Stefani

Tina

Adis

Amel

Eva

Rindah

Vhyo

Kiwil

Tanti

Diah

Nafisa

Sondang

Naik-Naik Ke Puncak Gunung

Jum'at, 16 Maret 2012

Hari-hari sebelumnya ngakalin gimana biar hari Jum'at itu libur tapi ternyata gak bisa. Ada satu mata kuliah yang tetep harus masuk yaitu Dasar Operasional Bank tapi kita semua ngusulin supaya masuk pagi aja. Alhasil kita masuk pagi dan dosennya itu gak ada cuma ngasih tugas doang. Rasanya zzzzzz
Sebenernya rencana buat ke puncak itu udah ada dari seminggu yang lalu tapi karena cuacanya gak mendukung jadi baru bisa di realisasikan sekarang.
Pagi-pagi gini kebingungan gara-gara kekurangan motor dan kekurangan cowok. Cowok dikelas gue cuma dikit jadi kalo mau bepergian jauh suka agak ribet. Karena gue laper sama udah buntu juga buat menghasilkan ide mendapatkan satu motor lagi itu gimana, jadi gue makan ke kantek sama Amel dan Gilang.
Selesai makan ternyata ada yang ngabarin kalo akhirnya semuanya udah dapet motor. Kita nyewa motor di temennya Kiwil. Sebelum berangkat kita ngumpul di kostannya Irfan. Motor udah tapi sekarang kurang helm. Akhirnya gue ngabarin Akmal kalo dia itu sebenernya jadi ikut apa enggak. Anak-anak juga udah pada bete sama dia gara-gara kayanya cuma omdo. Tapi alhasil dia dateng ke kostannya Irfan dan bawa helm lebih. Fix kita semua jadi berangkat. Untung kita punya wanita strong yang bawa motor ke puncak aaaaa Istiiiiii ({}).
Seharian bersama mereka banyak kejadian yang gak bisa dilupain. Yaa contohnya itu:
- Motornya Indra gak bisa naik gara-gara ngeboncengin Tanti sampe ngeden padahal udah di gas poooolll. Akhirnya Tanti pindah ke motornya Akmal
- Kiwil yang cuma bisa duduk si pendopo gara-gara di Telaga Warna ada monyetnya
- Ada si tante centil (Nuy) sama om arab (Akmal)
- Gorengan yang dingin dan keras
- Angin kenceng gak ada abisnya
- Cuaca yang makin lama makin dingin
- Adis sama Tanti yang gak bisa turun
- Indra yang dengan santainya makan telor asin dan pas Rindah beli terus dimakan padahal itu telor asinnya gak enak -_-"
- Indra yang selalu ketinggalan rombongan dan dengan gayanya yang suka cengengesan dia bilang "selow"
- Indra bener-bener kepisah dari kita semua dan dia pulang sendirian ckckck
Aaaaaa ini bener-bener Jum'at asik seenggaknya gue bisa refreshing walaupun cuma sesaat :)
Beberapa foto yang bisa diabadikan








Kapan-kapan ngebolang lagi yaaaa ceman-ceman {}

Sabtu, 10 Maret 2012

Sim Similikiti

Sabtu, 17 Maret 2012

Fix hari ini bakal ke Daan Mogot buat bikin sim, tepatnya sim c. Yang pergi itu gue, Mas Yono, Mas Bari, Mas Ipul, sama Mas Dika. Sebelum berangkat berantem dulu sama papah soalnya stnk motor ketinggalan di laci meja kerja papah gara-gara kemaren abis diperpanjang. Dan berujung gue emosi papahnya juga emosi. Alhasil gue bawa foto copyan stnknya.
Ke Daan mogotnya pake motor gue tapi yang bawa Mas Yono. Begonya gue gak bawa pensil sama pulpen, kelupaan. Pensil sama pulpennya buat digunain pas ngisi test tertulis tapi cuma buat formalitas doang.  Akhirnya beli deh di tempat foto copyan.
Sekitar jam 9an kita nyampe disana dan rame parah, sumpah! Terus Mas Ipul ketinggalan. Jadi kita nungguin dia dateng dulu. Setelah sekian lama akhirnya dia dateng juga, kita langsung ketempat biro jasa yang ngurusinnya buat ngambil kartu registrasinya.
Pas baru masuk ada pak polisi yang kumisnya gak nahan banget, lebat dan berbentuk. Gue diantara takut gara-gara serem soalnya terkesan gahar sama pengen ketawa juga tapinya. Hal yang pertama dilakuin yaitu test tertulis, Mas Ipul sama Mas Dika masuk ke ruangannya dan gue sendirian diluar karena sisa bangkunya cuma buat dua orang, alhasil gue kepisah dari mereka. Gue dibawa sama mas mas biro jasanya ke ruangan yang lain tapi itu yang ngantri banyak banget. Pas yang diruangan itu orang-orangnya udah pada keluar gue desek-desekan buat masuk tapi ternyata pas udah masuk bangkunya udah penuh. Jadi mau gak mau gue nunggu diluar lagi. Setelah sekian lama berdiri, nungguin, eh gue liat ada anak cewe yang sepantaran sama gue, jadinya sksd deh. Dunia itu sempit karena dia itu anak Universitas Pancasila semester 2 jurusan hukum dan alumni SMAN 106 ahahaha SMA sama kampusnya deketan yaaaa kita hmmmm. Dan kita jadi ngobrol deh. Keringet udah pada ngucur, kaki pada pegel, sekalinya pintunya udah dibuka dari belakang pada langsung dorong-dorongan. Bete banget sumpah! Gue udah kecil malah digencet-gencet -_-". Untuk kali ini gue berhasil masuk dan dapet bangku, jadinya gue bisa ikutan test tertulisnya. Soalnya gak terlalu susah, karena ini cuma buat formalitas yaa yang gak tau bodo amatan deh gue isi asal-asalan yang penting diisi semua hahaha.
Selesai ngerjain test tertulis gue ke loket 9 buat ngambil berkasnya. Disitu gue ketemu Mas Ipul sama Mas Dika lagi, seenggaknya gue gak jadi anak ilang. Lamanya ampun-ampun, nama gue gak dipanggil-panggil sampe akhirnya Mas Ipul sama Mas Dika dipanggil duluan dan itu tandanya gue ditinggal lagi dan mereka ke loket buat foto.
Loket foto ngantrinya sampe stuck gak bergerak-gerak. Sampe nama gue dipanggil buat ngambil berkas terus ke loket foto, antriannya Mas Ipul sama Mas Dika ya masih disitu-situ aja. 3 loket foto buat yang cowok sedangkan yang cewek cuma 1 doang. Kejadian kaya test tertulis terulang lagi dimana gue harus desek-desekan dan harus tahan banting gara-gara dorong-dorongan. Gue baru bisa masuk ke dalem loket fotonya pas 2 sesi selesai. Dan itu mebutuhkan waktu sekitar 2 jam. Gak peduli foto di sim gue gimana yang pasti gue udah capek, lepek, kucel, pokoknya gak karuan deh yah yang penting itu sim jadi.
Sidik jari udah, tanda tangan udah, foto udah tinggal nunggu hasilnya. Dan teernyata jadinya cepet looooohhh. Akhirnyaaaaaaaaa.
Pas udah jadi gue langsung ke tempat Mas Yono sama Mas Bari, pasti mereka bete nungguin kita lama banget. Ternyata Mas Ipul sama Mas Dika belom selesai. Hahaha padahal mereka duluan yang ke loket fotonya. Jadi kita nungguin mereka dulu deh. Dan mereka dateng dengan tampang kusut hahaha. Kita ke masjid buat shalat ashar terus pulang deh
Dan guenya tepar!

Gak takut lagi kalo di stopin pak polisi :p

Jumat, 02 Maret 2012

Failed 6,5 Years Anniversary

Kamis, 1 Maret 2012

Hello welcome first !
Welcome March :)


Seharusnya hari ini bertepatan dengan enam setengah tahun gue sama Mohamad Febiyatma tapi sayangnya kandas di tengah jalan eheee.
Hmm.. Kalo dibilang sedih, iya. Kalo dibilang kecewa, pasti.
Tapi ini kenyataan yang udah terjadi mau gimana pun juga gak bakalan berubah.
Disini juga mencoba belajar untuk berbohong dan berpura-pura menutupi semua yang ada. Gak boleh keliatan lemah, gak boleh keliatan sedih apalagi cengeng. Yang harus gue tunjukkin ke orang-orang adalah kalo gue itu bisa terlihat tetep tegar dan kuat dalam ngelewati hari-hari gue, tetep jadi pribadi yang ceria harus bisa tetep tertawa lepas walaupun semua itu kadang dipaksakan.
Yang pasti gue tetep ngerasa jadi orang yang beruntung karena gue masih dikelilingi sama orang-orang yang sayang sama perhatian sama gue. Makasih loooohh :")

Malam ini ditutup sama karokean di traktir sama Nuy juga Irfan. Dan ini tuh bener-bener waktunya buat ngeluapin segalanya hehe. Yang pasti semakin lama semakin galau. Berasa lebih lega tapi tetep aja masih kepikiran.

Yang pasti gak ada yang perlu disesali :")